Wednesday, April 21, 2010

THE CONTROL AS BELIEF IN 'DEAD CERTAIN'...

PHYSIOLOGY SUGAR REFINERY OF EROS AND PRESENCE...EXCESSES OF SELF ABSORPTION AND ACCUMULATION IN BIND AND BLIND...TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING AS UNDISCHARGED AND TRAPPED LIFE BECOME PADDINGS OF 'DEAD CERTAINTY' FOLLOWING 'CART BEFORE HORSE' BELIEF BEHAVIOR FORTRESSINGS...














'DEAD CERTAINTY' IS A SUGAR REFINERY...

THE DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER IN INERTIAL PATTERN...THE FUELINGS OF THE 'BARBI-CAN' SHAME FORTRESSING OF CONTROL-MEDIATION AS POWER GREATER THAN LOVE...

THE DEAD CERTAINTY OF 'EXPECTANCY' AND 'DESIRE' AS CORRIDORED...CHANNELLED WITHIN A 'BELIEF-BEHAVIOR' COMPLIANCE INERTIA...

THE DEAD CERTAINTY BECOMES SELF-HATE AS DEADNESS IN DENIAL REPRESENTS FAILURE AND DEEP BETRAYAL OF REAL NEEDS...THE MANUFACTURED SELF OF MEDIATION AND IMAGE-MAKING IS IN CONTROL OF THWARTING, DENIAL, CONTROLLING ALL IN DEEP ANTICIPATION...IN THE DEAD CERTAINTY OF CANARY ALARM WAYS...THE THREAT OF ANNIHILATIONISM FEAR MASKED IN VANITY PATTERNINGS.............






'DEAD CERTAINTY' IS EXHAUSTION, DEPLETION OF ALIVENESS IN A TRADEOFF OF EROS LIFE FORCE WILL SUBJECTED TO 'TENETS' AND AN IDEA VERSION OF SELF...IT IS EXCESSES IN NARCISSISM OF VANITY FEARS, IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT, PARTITIONINGS IN BARBICAN SHAME FORTRESSING.............SURRENDER OF EROS-SEXUALITY TO DOCTRINES AND SOCIAL RITUALS.............IT IS POWER GREATER THAN LOVE AS DEAD CERTAINTY IS IN PADDINGS AND BLOCKS.....................

DEAD CERTAINTY IS SUPPRESSION OF NATURALNESS IN INSTINCTS AND URGES IN MEANS OF DEALS, RECIPROCITY AND VANITY POWER SEEKING...IT IS CART BEFORE HORSE REARING GREATER THAN AS IS WILL TO CONNECT..............IT IS DEAD CERTAINTY OF NOT BEING CAUGHT OFF GUARD/ DISAPPOINTED..............SHOCKED IN RECURRENCE OF TERROR OF BEING ALONE...ABANDONMENT

THUS 'DEAD CERTAIN SEEKS ABANDON EVEN AS ONE IS WEBBED IN VANITY FEAR OF BEING ABANDONED...IT IS ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE AS A SAFE AND SOUND IS INNER NECESSITY GREATER THAN WILL OF INDEPENDENCE............IT IS ROLE AND IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT AS POLITICO BEHAVIOR TO SEEM TO BE AND HAVE CONTROL WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IS REAL IS WHAT IS FELT...

Monday, April 19, 2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

KORENGAL VALLEY AFGHANISTAN ABANDONMENT 4.14.10


THE DUALITY CORE N GAL TEMPOS........SO MANY IN SO MANY PLACES AS DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER IN BARBICAN SHAME FORTRESS RHYTHMS...

Thursday, April 8, 2010

SALT LOT DREAMER 2004 ESSAY-LINK

http://www.scribd.com/full/29597874?access_key=key-1qvfzn1uizk9yg66ycet

THE PAINS ONE TAKES TO HIDE ONESELF

AS 'YES' HISSES IN ONE'S VEINS...

THE 'AIR' IS SILK...

THE WIND LIKE KISSES...

-JULIA CAMERON[WALKING IN THE WORLD]

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Wednesday, April 7, 2010

PLATEAU...TO KNOW WHAT SHE-SHE SENSES...SCENT OF A WOMAN






















NIETZSCHE- SNAKES DEATH IN SNAKE'S VALLEY

THE UGLIEST MAN...SOMETHING UNSPEAKABLE...

SOMETHING AS SHAME CAME OVER ZARATHUSTRA FOR GAZING AT SUCH A THING...

UGLY...

TO BE THE ONLY ONE WHO SAW INTO THE 'UGLIEST MAN'....

DEEPEST YIN IN A PARALLAX ZONING ACROSS WAVES OF THE HIP HORIZON OF 'MASS-OCCUR' CONVULSIONS...THE EDGES OF DARKNESS WHERE SPINNING HOLOGRAMS AND SHOCK IMPACT STATES RECRYSTALLIZE IN EROS CREATIVE SACRED LIFE FORCE...

THE PARALLELISM WHERE VANITY FEAR IS THE GIRL-GIRL OVERLAP...THE ANGST OF FORTRESSING WAY OF THE 'BARBI-CAN' OF SHAME FORTRESSING...A FREQUENCY ZONING OF ECHOIC 'M' OF 'MAGE' AND IMAGINE...

SOUNDZ....ECHOES....VIBRATORY REFLEXES